I am reminded again today of just how easy it is to fall short of the mark or the goal I might have. Paul concludes his letter to the Christians in Philippi with these words:
Philippians 4:11-12 (New Living Translation)
11 Not that I was ever in need, for I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. 12 I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little.
I am still to learn this practice of contentment. I tend to be a person of the "more and better". I love technology and electronic gadgets. I love new. I love to learn (thus more books are purchased, and yes, most if them are actually read). However, I wonder how I would fair if there were only a couple of things I could have? What would I choose? I have thought of this at times in this fashion, if I were to get an appointment overseas and could only take a few boxes of books, what would I take? (I reckon Patrick Lencioni would fair well, as would Andy Stanley, Wayne Cordeiro and Bill Hybels, I reckon that might be my limit of books already.)
I am glad though that Paul did not leave it there when referencing his contentment, for he goes on to record:
Philippians 4:13 (New Living Translation)
13 For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength.
It is still a journey, yet I think I am getting there. I reckon I am learning to be more dependant upon Jesus to be my sufficiency. And the more I think about it, even right at this moment, I believe I could do without my gadgets and such (well maybe not the bike and riding gear, but I think He might allow those things for keeping physically in tune - here's hoping).
"Jesus, I desire for You be not only my Hope and my Protector in life, but that You also give me the strength for each new day. So that I can stand firm in the promises You have for me. So that I can be effective for You in this mission of connecting with people with the Good News. Help me to keep learning and trusting in You each brand new day."
